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The Diary Of Valerie Hutchinson: A Collection Of Acoustic And Live Recordings from 2000​-​2005

by Mortimer Nova (2013)

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1.
CAPO: 2 on verse: at the end of each chord, pluck strings 2,1,2,3 and move on on intro: 0>2 is a fast up and down break ------- --------- ---------------7- ---------- -5-5-5- --------- -3-----7-3---9-9- ---------- ------- --------- -4-7-9-9-4-7-9-9- ---6-8---- ---4-4- -2>4-4--- -4-7-9-9-4-7----- -4-7-9-11- -4---5- -----5-4- ----------------- -4-----12- -5-5--- -------5- ----------------- -----7-10- verse intro bridge chorus of course we wear the branded a, we're nailed to a t you can only persuade me to do what i already want to so many memories of you under my sheets and i fight with a melee of repression uncomfortable rising to the surface to despising anxiety causes a breakthrough of impression you can't make me compromise anymore you can't trap and suffocate me anymore stop guessing, stop wondering anymore your halo will someday dissolve i always suspected we were never exclusive and i trusted as far as you'd let me you separated in july and let me in you no open legs are worth an execution you can't make me compromise anymore you can't trap and suffocate me anymore stop guessing, stop wondering anymore your halo will someday dissolve i'll miss you zion your heart beats true of course we wear the branded a, we're nailed to a t you can only persuade me to do what i already want to do i keep playing the same movie over and over in mind watching you gasp for breath and fall back motionless and pale while the doctor took what i had made out of you it would have been a great day if it wasn't only 6 weeks old you can't make me compromise anymore you can't trap and suffocate me anymore stop guessing, stop wondering anymore your halo will someday dissolve i'll miss you zion your heart beats true
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capo 6 drop d low e --------- ------------ -11-13-18- -7-7---7- -12-11---11- -12-14-19- -8------- -13-13---11- -13-15-20- -9-8---8- -------9---- ---------- -----8-9- ------------ ---------- --------- ------------ ---------- the internment of lovers is strong two bodies, bewildered for so long your breathing, excited all along the steam of vibrations is gone but i'm dreaming cos that was far away and's the last thing i remember today
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CAPO: 3 ------------- ------~8- --------- --- ------------- -4-9-8~-- -8-8----- --- -6---------5- -5---7~7- -7-8-8--- --- -5-3-5-6-5--- -6---8~8- -8-7-7--- -5- -6----------- -6-8-6~6- -----8-5- -5- ------------- ---9--~-- -------6- --- millions will follow the orchid when the flock follows their shepard it's not feeding, it's not feeding your mind it's not feeding, it's not feeding your mind once believing, once believing inside it's not feeding, it's not feeding your mind and we know half below where we go and we show too many placate the order and fall head first in the water it's not feeding, it's not feeding your mind it's not feeding, it's not feeding your mind once believing, once believing inside and we know half below where we go and we show naked and cold liste noire enfin ca va sans dire
4.
Hide 03:32
----- ---3---3- --------- --------- -3-3- -1---1--- --------- --------- -2--- -2------- -5-5-5-2- --------- -3-2- -3-3-2-2- -7-5-3-2- -3-3-2-2- ---2- ---2-3-2- --------- -3-2-2--- ----- --------- --------- --------- sometimes i don't know what i want i just know i can't handle this but i can't stand that i'm not enough for you and other guys have to help fill my shoes i wish i could be enough for you but i cant so i give up you seem to be able to move on so fast like i never mattered at all i tried to move past my jealous instincts but it never seemed enough i wish i could be enough for you but i cant so i give up there's nothing left to do but hide
5.
The Acrobat 04:01
capo 2 -7--- -------------- -7-7- -------------- -6--- ----7--------- -7-6- --5-5-12-11-9- ---7- --7-7-10-9--7- ----- ------12-10-9- i can't hold out so long and you don't seem to care i drove to your dorm but your room was rented out and i know you can survive without me it's been 3 years and i should be used to the feeling by now circumstances change for the better in your pragmatic scheme central arbitration watch, the sky writing in your journal is only keeping a record of my defeats and inadequacies when there's no difference between acting and living a square is never round circumstances change for the better in your pragmatic scheme central arbitration watch, the sky
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Parachute 04:22
drop d both e capo 4 -7-6---------6--- ----------- ------------ ---------0---------------0------- -5-5-------5----- ----------- ------------ -------0---0-----------0---0----- -6---------6----- ------9--8- -11-11-9--8- -----6-------6-------6-------6--- ---6-----6-6-6--- -9-11-11--- ------------ ---8-----------8---8-----------8- -----6-6-7---6-6- -9-9-----9- -14-12-11-9- -7------------------------------- -----6----------- -9-9------- ------------ -----------------0--------------- i can smell you on my bed, on my pillow in the bedroom, we once shared i turn my face to hide my head, from the background and the vision, of you there, woah oh oh what's the point of breathing if you can't enjoy what you should be living but you're living and you're living and you're living i pull the covers over tight, and start hiding from the feelings, i once had if i could just suffocate, and be lifted to existence, without pain, woah oh oh what's the point of breathing if you can't enjoy what you should be living but you're living and you're living and you're living these cuts are from you, from my hand that you forced and these cuts are from you from my hand that you forced parachute, let me go
7.
Sieves 04:37
i emptied a bottle of pills down my throat how many there were i don't know whether i choked or swallowed is all the same it's getting the job done by any means i can feel my lids gaining weight and getting weak the empty bottle beside me brings me sleep and we scream from frustration at pictures on the wall i'm torn, i'm ripped, i'm broke, i'm stripped, i'm bald left with a picture of the girl of my dreams the tenement is clean i was digging through my books and found a card i opened it up and read all the lies you had said love me forever, you'll never leave, you'll never be alone you're a god damn liar, i'm sure you know if you're here to see me today then you'd see me walking away and we scream from frustration at pictures on the wall i'm torn, i'm ripped, i'm broke, i'm stripped, i'm bald left with a picture of the girl of my dreams the tenement is clean none of us
8.
i wake up and my clothes are soaked i assumed you understood soak up the fallen sky to drop your tears in wine and drink you all away chew through denial and come to terms with the self fingers touch and complete the hand that's been apart and we turn and face that open door and fall away when she can't hurt anymore, april falls apart to visit my love by satellite exist so cold and loveless and you walk away to save yourself but i still fight with this heavy conscience chew through denial and come to terms with the self fingers touch and complete the hand that's been apart and we turn and face that open door and fall away when she can't hurt anymore, april falls apart
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drop d both e capo 3 capo 3 capo 3 -5-7>8>9>12- -5-3-2>3>2-2-0> -5-5-3-3- -5-6-8-5-6-12- -12-12-12-12- ------------ -----------3-0> -6-6-4-4- -------------- -13-13------- ------------ -------------0> -5-5-3-3- -------------- -12----12---- ------------ -------------0> -5-7-5-3- -5-6-8-----13- -13-13-13-13- ------------ --------------- -7-5-3-5- -------5-6-12- ----12----12- ------------ --------------- -5-5-3-3- -------------- ------------- unsubstantial misinterpretation a glimpse of infinite reflection consequential failed alleviation rehearsed in the mirror of my shadow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow barren and empty untreaded water is no place for a fool to walk mischief and wonder hidden in the bushes for a shattered whisper from an angel gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow confessions lead to misfortune and creation only leads to treason wandering over, over your footsteps serenading your fragmented figure gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow gather up your heart and go the sweeter fruit still has to grow exhale and breathe in the silver sunset
10.
Bearded Lady 03:32
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drop d both e --------- ------- -5---5-3- ------- -6-4-6-4- ---2--- -7-5-7--- -2---4- --------- -2-2-2- --------- -----4- the perfect life the white picket fence kind the upstanding type the perfect lie we've all got demons inside that tear out the pilgrim dressed in white they stop us from doing what's right we can only apologize for our meaningless sighs that lack empathy for attempted cries the perfect life the perfect life he clears his throat and smiles he washes his hands and walks away from the only woman he ever loved besides his wife torn from the hand of his gone father hates to have to let his mother go brought to life watching her die he clears his throat and smiles he washes his hands and walks away from the only woman he ever loved besides his wife he thinks of how he never wanted to kill her more than when he was watching her sleep knowing all the while she had betrayed him the meek will inherit the earth
12.
Up On Trial 04:30
wise man say; it's better to walk away then fall on your face share today 'cause nothing bad is gonna stay for longer than it should kids will play and nobody should take away their drive for youth people may walk on you most every day but don't break your stride don't make me cry when I want to smile don't wake me up when i'm up on trial shake and toss and tell the world to go get lost 'cause you're stealing third call your boss and tell him that you think he is a hoss so you can't come in it's their loss if by the grace of jesus they just can't play along life aint just but you know that you can always trust to be kicked around don't make me cry when I want to smile don't wake me up when i'm up on trial
13.
-1----- -5---5-7-5-----4--- -5----- -3-3-3- -7-7-7-7-7-5-----5- -7-5-3- -2-2--- -6-6-6-6-6-6-6-6-6- -6-6-4- -----2- -----------6-6-6-6- ---6-4- ---2-2- ------------------- ------- ------- ------------------- ------- no redeeming qualities but far too overqualified providing nothing more than the own duality of design weight is measured by status and empty promises reputation's riding on the edge of the rail fall mindlessly in line notice short comings anticipate his selfish design the audience twisted squeamishly in their metal seats the volunteers fell to the floor, collapsed and then cried he swindled everyone and fed their anticipation said he'd send a postcard of the view of the island, the sea and beyond i can't understand our mission was his i can't explain and the secretary got off her knees when the news came on the radio and realized what she was doing and called her husband on the phone but did he get you going? that doesn't explain, when can i see again it didn't mean a thing and it's not clean and things have changed that's how it goes sometimes that's how it goes
14.
-----------------3- ------- ------- -1-1-1-1-1---1-1-1- -3-3-3- -3-3-3- ---------------2-2- ---2--- ------- -2---2---2-2-2----- -2-3--- -2----- -3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3- -3---2- -2-2-2- ------------------- -----3- ---2-3- you are such an angel whisper and tell me its ok there's a beautiful sound of silence far from the noise and rush of the city i'll be waiting relinquish my heart sometimes i don't love you at all i'm so very fragile i'll never be your hero i'm almost there but i'll never make it
15.
Declaration 04:00
-3----------- ----------------- -----------10-8--7-5- -3-3--------- -5---7-8---8---7- -5-7-10-12----------- -2-5-5-5-5-5- ---5-5-5--------- -----9--11-11-9------ ---4--------- -7-7-7-7-9-9-7-7- -7-9-10-12-12-10-9-7- -----3-2-3--- ---------7-7-5-5- --------------------- ------------- ----------------- --------------------- as i look through my windshield i beat my fists on the wheel and slam down on the pedal and drive right off the edge i'm driven, i'm driven, i'm driven i'm driven, i'm driven, i'm driven i pray for my attention, redemption awaiting my recollection, relentless blood loss, in your eyes blood loss, in your eyes trailing smoke like a runner the tangled like unwinds my clothesline is not for your dirty laundry forgiven, forgiven, forgiven forgiven, forgiven, forgiven i pray for my attention, redemption awaiting my recollection, relentless blood loss, in your eyes blood loss, in your eyes put the mask back on to hide the truth
16.
Monument 03:47
------------------------- ----------------5- ------------------------- ----10---8-10-8-5- -12-11----11-11-9-------- -9--9--7-7-9--7-5- -14-12-12-12-12-11-12-11- -10-10-9-9-10-9-7- -------10-10-------10-10- ------------------ ------------------------- ------------------ in the mid night we look out towards the broken water and we learn through convulsion of our imperfections sitting in the rain on this desolate beach fingers crossed, soft eyes breathe the fog and this simple love can be a ballad for dancing stolen breath to touch your inner thighs arching up and reaching towards the sky i can melt my hands into your skin then you look at me like some sort of martyr sent down from above to pull you from the fire you float so softly and with that the curtains close we never had a chance so we sat back on my car and gazed out all the while watching the fire engulf the city of ants now our drives just waste the miles and never clean the stains but we try to fix the pain with a needle and some thread to form a patch which can't withstand a bending at the seam and for what? to be wishing on a star? so i found one empty page in your 2 page book and the others filled with hate that can't be understood so here's my toast to us with shattered broken glass to 17 more years of holding me back on the day i die i'll have just one request left for you hold up the sea to keep you far from me you float so softly and with that the curtains close we never had a chance
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capo 2 step everything up 2 steps if using capo on 2 (check this) -------- -2-----3-3- ---3---- -3---1-2-3- ---5--5- -4---2-3--- -2-5--4- ---2-2----- -2----5- ---2-----2- -------- ---------3- she walks with her head so high she can't even touch the ground her scholarship didn't provide wisdom beyond college now her parents feel funny, they know what's best for her she wouldn't listen now she's crying right beside them *ooh's and aahs for the first chorus* all it takes is just one night to turn yourself into a whore intoxicated hazing's to ruin 18 years or so her father can't help crying from the loss of his little girl he tried so hard to warn her now it's too late listen one young poet walks away and another won't believe your shame realize we fade away and embrace the dawn of a coming day let go of the volatile and hope someone comes to your grave if you didn't impact someone's life believe me you've wasted your own we need to break down and accept fate as it is dealt to us we're always too busy trying to cheat the obligatory it's funny how we seem to feign so much sincerity and prolong with hope and love, living artificially one young poet walks away and another won't believe your shame realize we fade away and embrace the dawn of a coming day let go of the volatile and hope someone comes to your grave if you didn't impact someone's life believe me you've wasted your own

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An early set of all acoustic dark indie songs recorded and performed over 5 years that were thought to be lost with a haunting sound that helped shape the band into what they are today.

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released January 1, 2013

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Mortimer Nova is an experimental indie / anti-folk / indietronic group fronted by Michael Vilches based out of the Tampa Bay area in Florida. Mortimer Nova was ranked #14 on Non-Hollywood's "25 Indie Music Artists Worth Paying For" poll in 2014.

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